Ten Things to do this Year2) Rejuvenate the Midgard Ranter ( [link])
3) Revitalize the Dahon Project (Game Development Group)
4) Find a job after quitting my current one
5) Enroll for Master's Degree
6) Check if you can teach at APC or at iAcademy
7) FINISH MCSE!!!
Clean up your computer!!! It's gathering too much dust!!!9) Clean up your room for God's sake!!
10) Learn to cook, grocery, clean house - in 3 months >.<
It seems that I get to write something new every two years. Which is totally weird. Here I am again, jobless and still seeking a new one. And now got the time to write something on an artist's blogsite that seems to collect dust.
Two years of gruelling work. My hobby has been completely neglected. All my other friends seems to be better now in their own right at drawing, coloring and story writing, and here I am going back to the habit.
I quit my job for several reasons. One of them is that I love my hobby and my life would be total shit if there wasn't something that would keep me sane at work. Why would people see that I draw Anime and that it's so kid-stuff.
Well right now, I'd like to point it out that it's because of what I love. I know a girl who comes to the office and prances around telling me... "noticed anything with me?" and starts walking in front of my desk. Was it the hair? Was it the new pair of shoes? Yes! It's the new pair of shoes. And what does she love? SHOPPING!! She loves to shop and it's a great stress reliever. Another friend comes and shows me a Sports Mag. Shows me the latest in the "BEEF-ME-UP" machines. What does he love? Body Building. Another shows me the latest trend in computers. The hottest gears and gadgets... what does he love? Geek-stuff. So ALL OF YOU LEAVE ME ALONE WITH WHAT I LOVE!!
Especially people who would say that I should grow up and find a new hobby. Fuck you!
In the span of two years, I lost all possible efforts to be able to upload something new to deviantart - bless this site. My scanner's gone, my pen-tablet is dead, not even a drawing book. And i'm exiled away from my home country and stuck in Singapore.
I once grabbed a clean sheet of A4-sized paper and started to draw and I began to well up in tears seeing how bad my drawing has been. My wrist shakes and my lines aren't straight anymore.
All I want was to have a chance to draw again. And have a chance to ink my old deviantarts. Color them and bring them to life. My heart still beats an artist's heart and so will my hands who have forgotten their ways.
I want my life back.
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"Isang tambling, isang piso."
gawa mo naman ng pic yung knight ko~
waheheheheh... /gg
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"Isang tambling, isang piso."
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I wont listen to me if you if I were you!
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weeee~ lol ^^ 100~!!
Rimmy, if you need a friend for a shoulder to cry on, I'm just here.
This is one of the most beautiful drawings I've seen that exhibited the strongest yet the loneliest emotion. So much heart was put into this drawing and the sadness seems to pour out instantaeneously into anyone who might see it.
I'm so happy that someone understands.
"If you If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it does not come back, it was never meant to be."
Rimrim has let someone precious go because it was their choice. She's not about to hold him down just because of what she feels. She confronted him and has settled it. She can now smile and discuss it a bit. But too much can still hurt her for it has only been a few days. What she believes in, at least, is that he's free to do what he wants and he can be happy without worrying about her or his friends leaving him. She's happy for the decision he has made even though it still hurts her.
That was made while thinking about these emotions and more.
:hugs: I don't know what to say... Thank you so very much!
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"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was. We do not possess anything in this world, least of all other people. We only imagine that we do. Our friends, our lovers, our spouses, even our children are not ours; they belong only to themselves. Possessive and controlling friendships and relationships can be as harmful as neglect." - Chinese Proverb
Looking forward to more artworks from yew kekeke /gg
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